amber jaime (wesaidgoodbye) wrote,
amber jaime

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reflections on this year...and earlier.

This past year has been nothing but insanity for me. Every time I'd thought I had gotten things situated and stable, myself or something else totally fucked it all up in one way or another.

I'm not going to do a complete overview because there are things I don't feel like bringing back up, or are boring... or something else. But I will go ahead and type a few random thoughts. This goes back a bit further than a year so bear with me, the very few individuals that actually read this stuff occassionally.

First off, I want to go ahead and thank the people that have seen me through all this shit, overlooked my shittyness, and stuck it out either with me or being supportive of me. I've fucked up a lot over the past year and a half, 2 years, and for that I'm sorry, and thank you for forgiving me...I really hope I have/am becoming a better person learning from my mistakes. I'm honestly trying.

Also, thank you for being my friend to whoever of you on here actually are still my friends...I know its hard to keep in touch but to those who have, or haven't, but still consider us friends, thanks. I take people for granted sometimes and with the death of a close friend this year I've been trying to keep myself in check not taking advantage of the time i have with people.

And taylor, if you ever do read this thank you so much for being such an amazing person, putting up with my crazy bullspit, and taking care of me. You are one of the best people I know. I'd be so lost without you. Thank you for everything you do/have done for me.

Michele of course, you are my sister and closest friend and I love you with all my heart, and I'd be lost without you as well. Thank you for not giving up on me. I really don't believe anyone could have a better best friend than you.

Also thank you family for being my refuge, and light of my life.

Damnit this is starting to sound like some sort of weird speech where I'm thanking everyone, but shit man this has been a bad 2 years and I'm alive because of these people.

I better end this here. Haha. Thanks everyone. Life wouldn't be life without you.

Here's to 2008 motherfuckers!
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