amber jaime (wesaidgoodbye) wrote,
amber jaime

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so, moving along...

I perpetually continue to fuck myself. I guess its some psychological thing where I can't allow myself to be happy...either way, its getting really old...

On another note, life is about to make a turn for the better I think. I'm moving to philly rather than back to chattanooga...haven't told anyone yet, I'm sure there will be a lot of very unthrilled people.

I have to do what's best for me though...I can't keep living for everyone else and that's what I've been doing since I can remember. If they don't understand that, there isn't much else to hang on to anyway.

I do not have a way with words tonight. I know what I'm trying to say but the words aren't coming out properly. I just want to live normally. I can't remember if I ever have.
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